Its the last day of 2017 and I can't help but reflect on the last year, as so many of us do on this day. Its been a bit of a whirlwind but a year that has made us stronger and happier. Lessons were learned, memories were made and I wouldn't change a thing.
How things can change in one years time.
A year ago, we still had a baby, now that baby turns 2 in January.
A year ago, we had 2 less nieces and now, both of Graham's siblings have beautiful daughters.
A year ago all of our nieces and nephews were minors and now one has turned 18 and moved out. Everyone aged a year and I thank God every day that we are all still here.
A year ago I had never met 2 people I talk to constantly. Two of the few amazing women who have helped me through our infertility journey, who continue to help. Now one of those women is planning a trip to Canada to see me because one year of not seeing each other has just been too long.
A year ago we entered the New Year with hopes and dreams of bringing another baby into the family this year. Now we see the fertility specialist in a few weeks because those dreams didn't pan out as planned.
A year ago we had acquaintances with some, and strong friendships with other. Now those acquaintances are our best friends and those strong friendships even stronger. A year ago we had people who had left our lives and now they are back due to circumstances in life that has brought us back together.
A year ago I didn't know what to expect for 2017 and now its over. In an instant, and a lifetime, this year draws to a close. There are a few moments that are more clear in my memory than others. Some I wish I could forget, some I hope never dissipate.
I am entering 2018 with a happy heart and a clear mind. I have no regrets of the past and plenty of hope for the future. I carry no pain, but remember the lessons that were learnt. I learned that friends can quickly become family and family doesn't always mean friends. I learned its ok to stand up for what I believe in, even if that means it may cause drama and arguments. I have learned to pick my battles and that sometimes its just easier to let it go, whether is be a situation or a person.
My thoughts and prayers for 2018 are that all of my friends and family have an amazing year. An unforgettable, extremely blessed, fully of laughs year. I pray this for those who are reading this, and those who won't.
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